I love my family

I love my girlfriend

i love my friends

I LOVE MY LIFE

J Fizz

My worst fear is Losing you

you are my sunshine

your the sparkle in my eye

ive made some bad desicions

but you arnt one of them

when I see myself in the miror

I see you there beside me

kissing my cheek grining

Id do anything for you

short of killing

nothing can stand in the way

of what we have become

were not perfect

but thats the beauty of it

I love you

you love me back

what could be better?

 "love... we think about it, sing about it, dream about it, lose sleep worrying about it. when we don't have it, we search for it; when we discover it, we don't know what to do with it; when we have it, we fear losing it. it is the constant source of pleasure and pain. but we can't predict which it will be from one moment to the next. it is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define, impossible to live without."

Sooo long time no post I guess its because noone realds my posts anymore.. whats up with that?  Well I guess Ill type anyways Im bored and I just would like to spee my mind. Christmas is close approching and I havent done any of my shopping whats with that I guess I like to do last minute shopping. I pretty much have an idea what I want to get everyone its just a matter of finding it and spending the hard earned money lol, I never was one of those who mattered about the price..if I have the money to get someone somthing nice I spend it..other than the joy of spending money I think that I get something out of seeing someones eyes light up when they open that gift. You know Ive been talking to people latly about parents...for instance I was talking to somone about college, this girl has awesome grades in the tope 50 of her class shes involved in many school organazations, and one or two outside of school atop of comunity service. She has effected my life more ways then one.I really look up to her and all that she does,which in turn makes me want to be a better person. back on subject her mother has proceeded to tell her dont try to get into any major university it cant be affored. I can see why her mom tells her this for one it does take alot of money to goto a major univercity that she can get into but what doesnt cost money? second shes the youngest and apart of her doesnt want to see her leave. Looking back on what Ive done I had the chance to get out and away but i took the path of staying here and going to a local city college which there is no problem with that because I wouldnt be where I am now with a great job great family and of coarse I most likly wouldnt be with my Girlfriend Rebecca which takes me back to my old saying everything happens for a reason and im glad she did happen to stubble in my life because i would probably be doing things ove done in the past still and I dont want to go back to that. well Ive got what I wanted to say out and I will say Bye

Jeffrey